Weekly LightBlast

September 29, 2011



The third week of release.  We began with releasing shame, shamans.  That opened the life giving flood gates of vast emotional release.  Here, we culminate these weeks into the wisdom and compassion that the fiery catalyst of Forgiveness brings.   Forgiveness is a bold choice.  It takes courage to look at pain and find forgiveness.  It takes courage to stop a pattern of abuse and begin a pattern of healing.  It takes courage to stand strong with your boundaries and boundless with your Love.  It is the courageous ones that seek to find Forgiveness, for it is internal, sometimes progressed through over time and only complete when you are free from resentment and resistance. 

The power of forgiveness is massive.  The actual act of Forgiveness brings new life.  It brings new life because without Forgiveness, the pattern of offense continues spinning.  Perhaps there’s a slightly different tone to it, but the song is the same. We see this effect with war.  It may seem as if the enemy has been conquered, but the whole truth is the enemy is suppressed for a time until the reaction to suppression is fully formed.  So then, there is a seed beneath the surface that is unseen, yet rooting deeply until the strength to break the soil is acquired.  Because the reaction to suppression is yet unseen, it can be ignored, and ignorance rules.  Ignored is that the ‘enemy’ is also that which is ‘in me.'  Forgiveness brings new action instead of reaction.

Forgiveness has the same effect of form unseen.  When you forgive, you release the limitation within you that formed through an offense, whether it was an intentional offense or not.  This is a limitation because there is something within that is ‘holding’ pain, like a hand gripped in a fist.  The movement is limited unless you release the grip.  It could be the grip of powerlessness, fear, anger, sorrow; ah, I see again why we did Emotional Healing last week.  To align more with flow/allowing/letting go/peace.   When you release the limitation of holding onto an offense, the ‘offense’ then becomes one of learning (wisdom) and active Love (compassion).  The mirror of negativity becomes a reflection of your grace, your strength, your power of Love.   Form unseen requires wisdom to foresee (formseed) the possibilities of the effect on the future.  It requires the trust that beneath the surface, life is growing anew.  It requires the compassion to alchemize hurt into healing, so that new life is nurtured in love and bursts through to a world of plentiful freedom.

10/01 is a code, Lightworker.  1 is a new beginning in form.  It is more succinctly put as a new idea (air).  Idea requires trust, wisdom and action to form.  0 is infinite potential.  It is the All, yet unformed; but real, as all form must be potential before it is even idea.  Here we see the codes of reflection that are inherent in all life, as duality is an engine, not a mistake or a hurdle.  It propels continual motion, you see this reflected in life.  Integration is what moves it into new form, otherwise it circles until it is consumed, decay.  In the year of 2011, the 10/01 is a gateway of HUGE potential.  That which seems so far apart is connected through the quantum potential.  What will you choose to potentiate into form?

You, Lightworker, are that potential, birthing new form with your courage to forgive.  You see beyond the loud voice of the moment and hear the silent pain beneath.  You nurture that adeptly within the bold power of Forgiveness.  You give new path to life.  New sprout to Love to feed generations to come.  New answer to the question, why? Why?  Because now we Know.  

Forgiveness is not just for people that have hurt you or others, but for concepts as well.  As I was writing this, no more words would come, only tears, though there was no specific pain coming up.  I knew I had to go do forgiveness work.  What I thought would be people-related also became concept related.  If I have the power to forgive deception as a whole, then I am no longer ‘gripping’ its opposite or fortified against it, no matter who presents it to me.  It is a choice, I am well with that and flowing easily in life without holding onto hurt from deception.  I then appreciate all aspects of life without polarization.  I integrate and it moves through, eventually into new form.  See where forgiving concepts takes you.  It happens anyway, bit by bit, but our wise awareness of the concepts behind action (unseen) facilitates great movement (flow) forward.   

As we sit to Blast Forgiveness, the catalyst of our Love saturates new solution.  We are actively forming new life in Love while wisely watering the seeds of compassion and awareness.  We are powerful from within, emanating out the elixir that transforms.  We are bravely connected, embracing all life as valuable, even in a moment of pain.  We are the wayshowers of the power of love, not afraid of lack of Love, for we know that within, we transmute lack into plentiful learning.  We are the ones we’ve been waiting for; remembering, focusing, reminding others just by allowing Love to flow gloriously in all its forms.  Blast on!

September 22, 2011



We are preparing for a massive opening with the 11/11/11.  Neptune is nurturing the salty disappointments, fears, misperceptions and abuses that have separated us from ourselves, each other and the full creative flow of Love.  Within the depths are the last vestiges of disconnection reaching out to be embraced in the powerful strength of forgiveness and love.  You see it in the eyes, you feel it in the heart; the gushing relief of I love you just as you are.  I love you just as you are.  Freedom.  How many people around the world don’t really know that?  I Know it through and through, and yet a moment of release beckons and I momentarily forget within the pain, increasingly more adept at remembering through the pain instead of just after. 

Emotions are our stories.  They are volumes of information in a compact little container of sorrow, fear, frustration, joy, creativity or love.  Through emotion we relive time past, the pain of another and the hope of the future.  Emotions are meant to flow like water (and time), or they stagnate and the life force, as stagnate water exemplifies, diminishes.  Water that is overwhelmed with toxins also does not support healthy life force.  Apply this to your emotional life and you will see the wisdom of our connection with earth.  Movement, sun and air flow keep the life force of water fresh.  As you apply this to your own life, the air energy relates to your intellect.  Your ability to mentally choose a perspective, solution, forgiveness and learning is the revitalizing ‘air’ that replenishes the flow of emotion.  It is creative thought.  You are creating your reality with it, breath by breath. 

Healing the emotions is supporting their flow.  Allow the cleansing freedom of forgiveness to open your heart.  Allow the strengthening deluge of empowerment to maintain boundaries that support your safety and flexibility.  Allow the refreshing wisdom of Love to nourish your life forward.  All Is Well, and awaiting your receiving of the bounty that resides below the surface.  In healthy flow all emotions serve the greater good.  Avoidance of the challenging emotions stagnates, just as avoiding the positive ones does.  Be authentic with what you are feeling and wise with its flow, that you don’t flood another unnecessarily or harm yourself by damning flow.  Spelling intended.  As you vilify anger, you resist a positive turn toward empowerment; anger is not harmful when wisely expressed with the compassion of benefit for all.  Sometimes another is to learn that no is an acceptable answer.  Such is the same with all ‘negative’ emotions, they have their positive benefit when allowed flow; even de Nile supports life for those that respect its flow.  Denial protects the psyche until its ready, are you ready to go with the flow?

As we sit to Blast Emotional Healing, we are opening the flood gates of freedom to a rich and fertile creative Life.  We are supporting ourselves with the wisdom of authentic flow and nurturing the flow of others with boundaries that support the expansion of life without limiting the flow of Love.  We are becoming well with our earthly nature and remembering our Divinity in each reflection.  We are surfing when there are waves, diving deep to remove the wreckage that turns out to be treasure and floating peacefully in the salty, abundant  sea.  Emotions become play, even in moments of pain, as we embrace the support that is available to us and appreciate the movement of release.  Life nourishes you daily, Divine One.  Drink it in.  Blast on!

September 15, 2011



We come to a few weeks of release to prepare for great expansion.  The contraction, the going within, the choice that gives direction and momentum to life formed anew.  It is the bold choice.  Look around you at the human angels that reflect your Divinity to you.  Do you notice that you move faster?  Do you notice that you move easier?  Do you notice that you love them more, even in challenge?  This is the way of it.  As you Love yourself more, you Love All more.  Remember that as we go within to the darkest place, warrior.  The place of shame.  You do not go alone, for there are legions with you.  They celebrate you in timeless wonder and Love.  Knowing each choice you’ve ever made as valuable to the improvement of Life.  Knowing you as the brilliant Light of Love that you are. 

There is a strength within that the empaths know.  It says, I carry you.  It says, I understand and I carry you.  Even if we go to the place of shame, I carry you.  For within shame is the deepest reflection of courage.  Have you the courage to see beauty when it does not smell sweet?  Have you the courage to see innocence in judgment or hatred? Have you the courage to see Love when pain would roar, seeking to separate?  You are the empath.  You are the warrior.  It’s time to let go of the burdens you carry and teach others to carry Love for All through Love of self. 

There is a beautiful quote by John Bradshaw on the difference between guilt and shame. “Guilt says I've done something wrong; shame says there is something wrong with me. Guilt says I've made a mistake; shame says I am a mistake. Guilt says what I did was not good; shame says I am no good."  You see within this clear example that shame is an intense and abusive perspective.  It is self imposed, for you either allow shame or not.  If you have allowed it in the past, allow it to teach you now that you are Love, Loved and Loving; alchemizing shame into the reflection of Grace Empowered.  You are cradled in the arms of the Divine until you are sufficiently nourished.  You are walked next to, guided by the Divine until you are sufficiently strong.  You are cheered onward tirelessly and timelessly.  You are Known. 

Light is an active, powerful force.  Darkness is receptive to the Light.  It relinquishes to even the smallest spark.  You have that spark within you, it is the spark of Divinity that in truth is already a bonfire!  But here we go, warrior, into the darkness to bring the Light of the Truth of Who You Are to any speck of shame.  You are Divine Light in human form, formed, forming. 

As we sit to Blast Releasing Shame, we are igniting the spark of Love and bursting forth in a dynamic display of color and light!  We are remembering that what we once perceived as less than is really an opportunity for more Love and courage than before.  We are accessing the strength of will and the Truth of our Divinity to release any forgotten wounds that limited flow.  We are courageous enough to go within, for it is the foundation for the impulse expanding out.  We are shining brighter and bolder than ever before as we Know we are Divine through and through; equal to All in Source Beingness, unique in our courage to Love Life in all its forms and nurture them in the elixir of Love.  With that comes the strength to carry on, empath.  Blast on!

September 8, 2011



Oneness is a dichotomy within life on Earth.  We are separate beings, and yet interaction is constant.  Even if it is just the sharing of air, still the sharing is there.  Plants and animals share their lives with you (some quite literally!).  People share their lives with you.  You share your life with beliefs, ideas and choice.  We are constantly influencing others with Love, information and even disdain.  Freedom is also a dichotomy.  We are each ultimately Free, as we have the choice to love, to lie, to forgive or to withhold.  There are obvious lack of freedoms in life – if I choose to punch someone I can go to jail, but I was free to choose!

Freedom is a state of Being, for it requires more than just fact or action, it requires perception.  Ultimately, we’re talking about peace, patience, joy, Love.  You experience something as free or binding just by your perception of it.  Menial tasks such as doing laundry can be a burden or a moment of peace.  Perhaps a bit more challenging is finding a perspective of freedom within the emotional challenges.  Sometimes I need some time to pass before I get there.  Oneness helps me find that perspective.  When I can observe someone that I don’t like (gasp!) through the filter of Source perspective, which is unconditional love, I quickly get to the appreciation for the challenge.  We aren’t all similar, we aren’t all nice, we aren’t all honest; but we are all Divine Beings equal and treasured in the perspective of God and playing out different roles to remind each other of our capability, the power of forgiveness and that Love is what truly heals all things.  So even the most annoying people become a gift to be appreciated.  And let’s be real, especially after they’re gone!  You didn’t do something wrong to ‘allow’ their negativity into your life, you courageously requested their assistance on a soul level.  Do you see the full picture of that?  You are courageous and they are benevolent.  That is the Whole Truth.  The interaction may not be fun, but if you see it through the perspective of Oneness in Divinity, you move past it more quickly and with greater ease.  Ahhhh, the Freedom!

Freedom is a state of being that keeps you open to flow. 

When you are free, you are aware, alert, discerning and decisive.  All of these flow easily from a state of openness and protection comes from wisdom rather than fear. 

When you are free, you are peaceful, detached, allowing, and patient.  All of these flow easily from a state of trust and detachment comes from deep love and respect rather than avoidance. 

When you are free, you are joyful, excited, interacting and confident.  All of these flow easily from a state of Love and your confidence comes from admiration for All Life rather than a need for approval.

When you are free, you are creative, supportive, whimsical and awed.  All of these flow easily from a state of Knowing that life is your playground and you were the first one chosen to be the captain of your team!

Oneness is seeing the Divine in each human.  Whether you agree with them or like them is moot.  The only thing that matters is each one of them is a reflection of the same Divinity you carry in your DNA.  Different gender, different race, different choices; again, moot.  All are connected and all are unique.  There is great Freedom in this perspective.  Thus, the ‘enemy’ becomes that which is ‘in me.’  I, the bold One, chose compassion, understanding and finally forgiveness.  That is what is now 'in me' thanks to the enemy!  Onward goes life in love.

As we sit to Blast Freedom Is Oneness, we are expanding our limits to infinite love.  We are remembering that reflection is the gift of Knowing through perspective.  We are understanding that the negative is pulled into form through the magnetic attraction of Love.  We are becoming courageous in forgiveness, for Freedom is the reward and Freedom brings new form.  We are seeing choice through Divine Grace and feeling safe with our ability to Love our opposite into Oneness and Uniqueness without avoidance or fear.  We are illuminating the darkness with each open eye, for it is the heart that shines through.  Blast on!

September 1, 2011



Hmmm.  Sometimes when these LightBlasts come through I’m like, ‘what?’ but then I always enjoy discovering why we are guided to look at something a certain way when I sit to write.  Exercising My Rights can mean a lot of different things, so find what resonates with you.  While you’re welcome to ponder some of the traditional ‘rights’ which are defined within the laws of a country, state, religion or society; we are going to discuss the inner journey.

Boundaries have been coming up more pointedly since around May (haha! Yes, you may or no you may not!).  If you find yourself feeling less able to keep your mouth shut and just endure, congratulate yourself on Exercising Your Rights!  Most current societies are based on control, and collectively we are only beginning to relearn to navigate personal freedom with respect for others, no matter their age or station in life (i.e. Do you treat the janitor the same as the CEO?)  As we move from suppression to healthy and wise expression (not indiscriminate actions, emotions and words), we are beginning to balance our personal needs with that of the Whole.  Wisdom knows that if you deplete, there is no more flow; and if you amass with greed, there is no more flow.  Boundaries should serve flow.  Are you nurturing yourself and teaching others with your words and deeds that all people are capable?  Are you sharing your unique Light and teaching others with your words and deeds that all people are valuable?  Are you courageously moving beyond your previous comfort zone and teaching others with your words and deeds that life is benevolent, even if some moments are challenging?  Thus maintaining your boundaries becomes a joyful sharing that supports you and those around you, all while you are Exercising Your Rights.

Let’s talk about right and wrong.  Truth not only changes, but it is personal.  Each individual holds their truth within, even if outside influences helped to form it.  What is right for you today, may not be right for you tomorrow.  What is truth for another, may not be truth for you.  You learn what is right for you by listening and experiencing.  Listening to your inner feelings, your heart, is very important and takes some skill in the beginning as you filter through societal programming and fears.  When you listen to your heart, you find your truth, and since it is coming from the flow of the heart, it can progress with you.  Experiencing your truth is observing the truth of others without needing to convince them of yours.  Experiencing what’s right for you is finding others that resonate and watching it expand.  Experiencing what’s right for you is listening to your inner guidance without allowing fear, shame, abandonment or need to suppress your enjoyment of Life.  I love to listen to others talk and observe how their words and intentions are affecting me.  If I find an emotional charge, it’s time to go within and strengthen my own Knowing that their judgments, choices and perceptions need not deplete me. Even by listening, I'm Exercising My Rights.

Exercising Your Rights really begins with an inner workout.  What is ‘right’ for you?  Are you holding onto someone else’s ‘right?’  Are you suppressing yours for fear of abandonment or for acceptance and admiration from others?   Are you trying to force others to adhere to what is right for you?  Examine your instinctual feelings (heart) and you’ll discover that your right is right for you even if someone else thinks it’s wrong!  You’ll move through the fears that held you back from self-expression.  You’ll release the needs that kept you pleasing people to your own detriment.  You’ll discover joys that feel like play instead of work.  Like any workout, you’ll be glad you did it and you’ll feel better for the journey!

As we sit to Blast Exercising My Rights, we are discovering our unique perception and experiencing the world through the filter of self-Love that sees All Life as unique and beneficial.  We are remembering that Free Will is bestowed implicitly because choice is the only way to True Love, all else is obligation.  We are finding our voice within and letting that resonate through the silence, nourish through the laughter and release through the tears.  We are perceiving ourselves through our inherent Divinity that All share equally within.  We are strengthening our Love to flow courageously through this beautiful, ever changing world.  We are honoring the gift of Life by sharing Love.  Blast on!